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Hello Everyone,

Sorry for the lack of activity and the neglect I have been giving my account the past month or so.

Basically I went through a nuclear apocalypse, and some how I survived.

I shall allows these wonderful song lyrics to elaborate on that

"I'm not even angry...
I'm being so sincere right now-
Even though you broke my heart,
And killed me.
And tore me to pieces.
And threw every piece into a fire."

"But there's no sense crying
Over every mistake.
You just keep on trying
Till you run out of cake."

I've always wondered how a crazy robot whom is hell bent on testing people to death has quite a good singing voice.
But then again the entire company used to make shower curtains. lol. And in 50 years became an experimental physics research institution.

Yes I am a little obsessed, it comes in fazes.

Anyway, I've now finished watching Supernatural (so far), so now I don't have anything to watch, anyone got any suggestions??

Also are you an active watcher, if so say aye.

That's all for now
  • Listening to: Pretty Reckless/Glados
  • Reading: Inheritance
  • Watching: Supernatural has finished :(
  • Playing: FFXIII
  • Eating: Sushi :D
  • Drinking: JD and Coke


Journal Entry: Thu Jan 19, 2012, 2:29 PM
So let me give you a super brief run down of events since my last Journal.

- I can still use Photoshop better than ever (its like riding a bike, you never forget)

- Christmas and New Years was great. I even went to a party. I know a social hermit like me at a party (and enjoying it)

- And still no job. Or any replies for jobs that I've applied to.... (ill leave my job rant for another time)

- I have an addiction to Minecraft (I suppose its better than having an addiction to drink and drugs though)

- Also on Tuesday I would have successfully survive 3 years of being in a wonderfully awesome relationship with the best person in the world (Love you Grace Richards :D)

I shall leave with my thought for the day
"Everyone can draw, But not everyone can see"

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  • Listening to: Three Days Grace - Over and Over
  • Reading: The Colour of Magic (yeh still)
  • Watching: Sherlock has finished :'(
  • Playing: MInecraft (i have a problem)
  • Eating: Cup Cakes (Thanks mum :D)
  • Drinking: Coffee
  • Listening to: All Time Low - Hello Brooklyn
  • Reading: The Colour of Magic
  • Watching: Nothing atm. But Torchwood is on tomorrow
  • Playing: Metroid Prime Hunters
  • Eating: ....Cake
  • Drinking: Coffee
Wow, I haven't updated my journal in a year. I mean this time last year I started college and now my life has taken a turn down the dark spiralling path of unemployment.
Get a job you say...??
Well that's the problem. I can't.
I think it is probably easier to find a needle in a haystack than to get a job.

This is my first year without being in full time education.
I think I might actually miss it.

So I've decided to start learning Java. I mean I have nothing better to with my time.
But don't worry I will continue to upload my stuff for those who care.

Oh one more thing. If you read this journal could you please leave a comment of anything. Even just a :D . I'm curious to who read this. :ambulance:
  • Listening to: A Perfect Circle - The Outsider
  • Reading: Dracula (still)
  • Watching: Resident Evil: Afterlife 3D
  • Playing: Pokemon Diamond
  • Eating: Nothing :(
  • Drinking: Apple Juice. I like apple juice...
So Ive just finished my first proper week at collage. And so far so good. Today i had to go in a spooky pitch black cupboard with this giant tentacle. But its ok. I beat him up and attacked him with chemicals. AKA I developed a film. But my description sounds so much better doesnt it. Right now im going to upload some shizzle and go to bed.
  • Listening to: Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams
  • Reading: Dracula
  • Watching: Bleach Episode 284
  • Playing: Whatever happens to be in the xbox.
  • Eating: A Jaffa Cake - Cake Bar
  • Drinking: And yes its still water
Hello to all those that actually read this, which I doubt is many, which makes me wonder why I actually bother writing it in the first place. But hey I've started now so I will finish.

The summer is ending and I can't help but think that I've wasted it. I had so much I wanted to do and get done. All of which I sort of didn't. I managed to get into collage next year so that's a good thing. I'm doing an Art and design foundation course. So I have a week to finish the work for that. Then I'm going away to Cornwall for a week. Giving me 6 days when I get home to do some painting. I wish I had the letter from them earlier. Grr, but never mind I will get it done. This means I have actually started drawing again. Took me a while to get back into it, (and a little shove from my sweetheart) but I have which is good. I also have a new member that has recently joined my family. I have baby sister. She still doesn't have a name yet though.

Thank you for reading
And sorry if I bored you.
  • Listening to: Skillet - The Last Night
  • Reading: Graceling
  • Watching: Not a thing
  • Playing: FFXIII - altho i havnt played in a while...
  • Eating: ill give you a clue. Doughy and covered in sugar.
  • Drinking: ...Water
Hello everyone and anyone who reads this.
So far I have about 2 weeks to finish all of my work and have it handed in.
Its going to be like climbing a cliff with my hands tied behind my back.
And the best bit is... I probably shouldnt even be writing this Journal
I should be doing work.

Ok now im going to get on with some work.
Its the right thing to do.

  • Listening to: Elliot Minor - Parallel Worlds
  • Reading: Nothing (which may i add is really annoying)
  • Watching: Doctor Who lol
  • Playing: Assassins Creed 2
  • Eating: A lovely Chocolate Cake made with love. Yum...
  • Drinking: Still water im afraid
So Ive finally got my website crawling.
Watching it grow up has really been a fascinating headache.
But its not like im going to neglect this place.
And i was thinking about changing my account to match my website but with all the great art work ive faved i just dont have the heart to abandon it.
My Website: Dream of a Paradox
  • Listening to: Skillet - Comatose
  • Reading: Changeling
  • Watching: Knight Rider
  • Playing: Prototype
  • Eating: Chocolate Coated apple. hmmm
  • Drinking: Good old water
Well i thought is was about time i updated this thingymajig.
So here goes.
Recently I brought myself a new camera. Its not the best but im happy with it.
That is why there is a sudden increase of photos in my gallery.
and now i seem to have run out of anything else i can be bothered to say. Im too busy thinking about apples ;).

But i think i should put off school work and update my profile. As it says im 16. Oops.
  • Listening to: Music
  • Reading: Was reading The Sea of Monsters
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Pepsi
If your wondering why im annoyed then it's because my scanner has stopped working on the only weekend i have a little amount of school work to do. But its not all that bad i got some pictures onto the computer and i have coloured them so thats up side.
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: Bleach SB
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
Now you tell me im bored. i have been bored out of my skull the past few weeks but now i have finished my gcses i can get back to normal. Well normal for me and i can start drawing again.yay
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: Maximum Ride (thanks Katy)
  • Watching: Bleach (dont say anything)
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: U mean Chewing: gum
  • Drinking: Water
Im half way through my GCSE exams, which might i add i am going to ace all of them.

and since i have nothing else that will be interesting ill stop typing for now...
  • Listening to: Linken park
  • Reading: Nothing (OMG i have to get a book to read)
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Mars bar
  • Drinking: Milkshake

Art exam next thursday and friday...
Coursework deadlines...
And then...        

enough of the skool stuff and back to me...

I've had enough of doing random abstract wallpapers even if i do get hundreds apon hundreds of views. they are easy and boring. its back to colouring hand drawn pictures for me, i will just have to make time amongst every thing else i have to do...

good day or maybe good night...
  • Listening to: the sound of the computer fan
  • Reading: Wat im writing
  • Watching: the computer screen
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
the wonders of photoshop,

i mean when someone says nothings impossable...

they are talking about photoshop....

and if u had not realised im bored so i am writing this. and i wanted to see wat is was... hope u like my gallery...
  • Listening to: the sound of the computer fan
  • Reading: Wat im writing
  • Watching: the computer screen
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
the wonders of photoshop,

i mean when someone says nothings impossable...

they are talking about photoshop....

and if u had not realised im bored so i am writing this. and i wanted to see wat is was... hope u like my gallery...